The Ultimate Answer to Life, the Universe, and Everything.

The things i want, oh won't somebody grant me these?

GEEK ALERT!!!

3 main reasons these things are unattainable currently:
i. i don't have the cash.
ii. i can't ask my parents as they deem most of these too childish. maturity is overrated!!!
iii. i have no idea where to get them, as nearby malls don't have these, and i have no credit card to buy online.
[mainly this.]

so i'm gonna list them down here instead, in hopes that some good Samaritan would deem it wise to gift me these things. can't a guy dream?

Trust.

most of the time, it's all we have.

a moment with family.

we might not be biologically related, but we are nonetheless a family. 

it's not blood that matters, but how you live with them.

happy birthday Ace. 

may you have a wonderful 19th, and may you never accidentally tickle a sleeping dragon. 

guess which?

wait, what?

!!!WTFBBQ!!!

cause sometimes, WTF just isn't enough.

family portrait.

have you ever met them? the ones we call friends, yet in our heart and soul we know they are not just that. they're family.

anger management.

driving alone at night is a therapy of its own; you get stuck with a lot of thoughts running through your head.
good, bad, when you're going 160 in the dead of the night, you certainly think. and thinking makes you think even more.

Wisdoms From the Past.

‎"Look for the silver lining, when ever a cloud appears in the blue."
--- Chet Baker.

at the end of each darkness is a light. so keep holding on until you get there. it's worth it.

The Calm Before the Storm

Ah.

A moment's reprieve, a brief respite, before the battle begins anew.

For life is a never ending war, and each victory, each loss, is but a prelude to the next battle.

A toast, to the skirmishes to come, and to the tears that shall be shed, and to the smiles of joy to be had.

May we never fight alone. May our allies never ride without us. And may even foes one day become friends.

For who among us can finish this saga called life without the aid of  beloved companions, of cherished fellowships?

In the end, may our end be without regret. May our tales leave a legacy unforgotten. May our stories unfold with nothing left unsaid.

In the eye of the storm, it all came clear to me.

nothingness.

No matter how far your run, how fast you drive, the past always catches up.

always.

then it pounces on you like there's no tomorrow.

the past, all i can think of is the past. the future's so uncertain that i'm not even sure it's there.

perhaps it's not. perhaps it's just an illusion, meant to deceive my senses. or perhaps maybe i'm just delusional, over thinking things without plausible reasons.

just how long can one hold on, before he loses his grip?
how long can one dream, before he realizes it's a nightmare?
how long can one pretend that everything is perfect, while in truth nothing is?
how long can these demons be held at bay, before the walls finally shatter?
how long, just how long, can one run before there's nowhere to run anymore?

this feeling of helplessness, this inability to set everything right, this conviction of complete despair, they're feelings i would wish on none.

because these are what i feel, and they're killing me. i hope my own, someday, would never feel them.

Night Escapades.

leave me alone, get out of my face. and run like hell.

Golden Slumbers Melody

Golden slumbers kiss your eyes;

smiles awake you as you rise;

sleep pretty darling do not cry;

and i will sing you a lullaby.

--"Golden Slumbers"--

---The Beatles---

The Unconquered.

Realizations.

Nice guys finish last. No truer fact, no?

Pointless.

he/she. they're out there.